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Sunday, November 10th, 2002
11:37 am	Friday night was crazy, 3 dub was performin at a party and we were the Dj's, it was crazy, everyone that was there gave us alot of support that was really cool. Saturday I went and saw 8 mile, now i dont no if its the point that I live by 8 mile or the fact the movie was a story of a kid trying to make it in the rap game and he was a white kid doing it, but anyways the movie was amazing, I have'nt seen a movie that good in a long time. I have this feeling now tons of people are gonna want to start rapping, in a way it pissis me off becuz I've been doin it for a while now I'm just gonna be looked at as some buster trying to be Eminem, but fuck that. I'm just gonna let my talent show, so if any of you guys wanna start rapping let's battle, and lets see whos the fake one then. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 28th, 2002
2:07 pm	What is it that I must do? Im sick, it sucks really bad. Josh still has my PA i need it back. blah blah blah me me me. I sound like a bitch sorry (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 9th, 2002
10:43 pm	I think this song sums it all up. What is life? Life is like a big obstacle put in front of your optical to slow you down And everytime you think you gotten past it it's gonna come back around and tackle you to the damn ground What are friends? Friends are people that you think are your friends But they really your enemies, with secret indentities and disguises, to hide they true colors So just when you think you close enough to be brothers they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin What is money? Money is what makes a man act funny Money is the root of all evil Money'll make them same friends come back around swearing that they was always down What is life? I'm tired of life I'm tired of backstabbing ass snakes with friendly grins I'm tired of committing so many sins Tired of always giving in when this bottle of Henny wins Tired of never having any ends Tired of having skinny friends hooked on crack and mini-thins I'm tired of this DJ playing YOUR shit when he spins Tired of not having a deal Tired of having to deal with the bullshit without grabbing the steel Tired of drowning in my sorrow Tired of having to borrow a dollar for gas to start my Monte Carlo I'm tired of motherfuckers spraying shit and dartin off I'm tired of jobs startin off at five fifty an hour then this boss wanders why I'm smartin off I'm tired of being fired everytime I fart and cough Tired of having to work as a gas station clerk for this jerk breathing down my neck driving me bezerk I'm tired of using plastic silverware Tired of working in Building Square Tired of not being a millionaire But if I had a million dollars I'd buy a damn brewery, and turn the planet into alcoholics If I had a magic wand, I'd make the world suck my dick without a condom on, while I'm on the john If I had a million bucks it wouldn't be enough, because I'd still be out robbing armored trucks If I had one wish I would ask for a big enough ass for the whole world to kiss I'm tired of being white trash, broke and always poor Tired of taking pop bottles back to the party store I'm tired of not having a phone Tired of not having a home to have one in if I did have it on Tired of not driving a BM Tired of not working at GM, tired of wanting to be him Tired of not sleeping without a Tylenol PM Tired of not performing in a packed coliseum Tired of not being on tour Tired of fucking the same blonde whore after work in the back of a Contour I'm tired of faking knots with a stack of ones Having a lack of funds and resorting back to guns Tired of being stared at I'm tired of wearing the same damn Nike Air hat Tired of stepping in clubs wearing the same pair of Lugz Tired of people saying they're tired of hearing me rap about drugs Tired of other rappers who ain't bringin half the skill as me saying they wasn't feeling me on "Nobody's As Ill As Me" I'm tired of radio stations telling fibs Tired of J-L-B saying "Where Hip-Hop Lives" But if I had a million dollars I'd buy a damn brewery, and turn the planet into alcoholics If I had a magic wand, I'd make the world suck my dick without a condom on, while I'm on the john If I had a million bucks it wouldn't be enough, because I'd still be out robbing armored trucks If I had one wish I would ask for a big enough ass for the whole world to kiss You know what I'm saying? I'm tired of all of this bullshit Telling me to be positive How'm I 'sposed to be positive when I don't see shit positive? Know what I'm sayin? I rap about shit around me, shit I see Know what I'm sayin? Right now I'm tired of everything Tired of all this player hating that's going on in my own city Can't get no airplay, you know what I'm sayin? But ey, it's cool though, you know what I'm sayin? Just fed up That's my word (1 Comment |Comment on this)
1:30 am	awsome Which Psychopathic Records rapper are you? brought to you by BitchingPost (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 1st, 2002
1:11 am	So whats so bad anyways In 1993, among Americans age 12 and over, about 34% had used marijuana sometime in their life, but only 9% had used it in the past year, 4.3% in the past month, and 2.8% in the past week. 59 A longitudinal study of young adults who had first been surveyed in high school also found a high "discontinuation rate" for marijuana. While 77% had used the drug, 74% of those had not used in the past year and 84% had not used in the past month. The Jamaican and Costa Rican field studies detected no differences in hormone levels between marijuana users and non-users. In epidemiological surveys of marijuana users, no problems with fertility have emerged as important. The original basis of this claim was a report that, upon postmortem examinations, structural changes in several brain regions were found in two rhesus monkeys exposed to THC. 51 Because these changes primarily involved the hippocampus, a cortical brain region known to play an important role in learning and memory, this finding suggested possible negative consequences for human marijuana users. Additional studies, employing rodents, reported similar brain changes. However, to achieve these results, massive doses of THC - up to 200 times the psychoactive dose in humans - had to be given . In fact, studies employing 100 times the human dose have failed to reveal any damage. So why is Marijuana still illegal? Why people have a right to chose what they want? This is the one time I say voting can make a difference.. plus the city's dry as hell Most users of heroin, LSD and cocaine have used marijuana. However, most marijuana users never use another illegal drug. As marijuana use increased in the 1960s and 1970s, heroin use declined. And, when marijuana use declined in the 1980s, heroin use remained fairly stable. For the past 20 years, as marijuana use-rates fluctuated, the use of LSD hardly changed at all. Cocaine use increased in the early 1980s as marijuana use was declining. During the late 1980s, both marijuana and cocaine declined. During the last few years, cocaine use has continued to decline as marijuana use has increased slightly (Comment on this)
Monday, September 23rd, 2002
11:52 pm	Me + you = life I'm lost, nothing left to break. nothing left to fear. nothing left to hate. nothing left to touch. nothing left to see. nothing left to love. nothing left of me and you leaves nothing left of me....... Happy times and mourning another life disapper's, another person dead becuase of the problems of life. You can't take a motherfuckin soldier Picture me Rollin' (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 22nd, 2002
9:16 pm	24 hours a day 7 days a week. I need to start jamming again its suppost to happen wensday, and im hoping it will. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 17th, 2002
11:33 am	I had nothing to do with it I have'nt been useing L J at all lately and alot of shit has been goin on, I'll sum it up. the 3 dub Malitia cd entitled "Paintballs and 4 0's" will be out by October 12, which so happens to be the same date as WWT homecoming, Im so happy I'm out of that fuckin school. The cd's are going to be free, yes I said FREE. the delay of the cd for the past few months is entirely our fault but we will deffinently be releasing that shit by OCT. 12. Joe and Steve when are we going to pratice, Im sick of not praticing, we got to get our shit together b4 the end of the year, I got some guitar parts, and I got a drumset now so we should be jamming at least 2 a week. Call me up guys, you got the number and if not email me or aim me. So gigg and stephan are in jail, that sux to be you guys, and Chris you'll be out in no time man, remember the malitia there for you and we ain't mad at ya.... Stupidy ruins these kids lives who the fuck in their right mind would break into a house at 2:30 in the after noon, you stupid motherfuckers, and you called her b4 you went in, not to metion you new who she was. I might feel a little bit bad for gigg but I'm hoping his time at bootcamp will maybe help out his compulsive lieing problem, No it will just make it worse. Jessie blows me off everytime I see her, I make attepts to hang out with her, yeah there is an atraction there, but I understand she just wants to be freinds and I'm cool with that. I just dont understand how the situation got so bad. Plus all my freinds call me crazy for liking her, Let me tell you all something right now, I don't want to waste another minute trying to get with her, so freinds is all we are ever going to be. Tony supost to be helping me with some of the 3 dub tracks but he has'nt emailed the shit back yet, so if anyone talks to Tony let him no when i want to release the cd by. Snoop dogg sells out. I'm going to be completly honest Doggystyle was a classic album, but snoop lost all his rapping ability after that, and now he quit smoking bud, that means Snoop Dogg is lower on everyone list, So Snizzal, i hope you have Fizzal, without the Bizzal's, you Quizzal, you can suck my Dizzal. haha. Wayne your never home- Fuck you, I call I stop by your not there, give me a day your free and we can pick up were snoop left off. Brad too. they say they might have solved the murder case of 2pac, but hes not dead so how could they solve it, but if he is I guarentee you it was that fat fuck Biggie, he was just jealous becuz pac had the talent thelyrics the money and the fame. I don't even concider 2pac as a rapper he's more like a poet. Pac could express anything he was thinking, anything he felt needed to be changed, and I really respect him for that. Some guy that i used to work with explained it perfect, "anyone that does'nt like 2pac is'nt listening right." Trishia I hope you find a date for homecoming, you better make sure i aprove of him first, but if you don't end up going remeber your hangin out with me. My Birthday is Thursday. what's gotten into me? Drugs, rock, and Hennesse, thug like I'm 'Pac on my enemies Current Mood: I realy dont no (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 9th, 2002
1:21 pm	I wanted to get a tatoo today Joe I've been tryin to get ahold of you, I wanted to go to wonderland today and i forgot where it is located, Im gonna go monday instead do you wanna come with me?give me a call (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 8th, 2002
12:45 pm	I got 4 I am so sick of being alone, I always find the right girl but I'm never good enough for them. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 31st, 2002
3:35 am	"You straight up wanna beef, come over hit my sister and wont leave, so i warn you twice and you wont walk out, so i physically move you show you what 3 dubs about, we gotta watch each others backs so you got a boot to the chest, you fuckin bitch you ran from a girl you should have known better to mess with the best, your lucky this fist fuckin missed you, and no bullets came at you, if only you would have knew, that 3 dub would come at you, gettin pushed down the block, like the grams of those rocks, you better watch your back, you only fucked with the Masia and Juan Mack, Warrens wicked under control, and your fake fucking god I hope he burns your soul, Mother fucker this aint no threat to you, its the truth of what I should do, Fuckin with family ain't no game, you tried sellin ganja untill hillbilly came, he stole all your money and you made a fuckin threat, I opened my mouth now you should have watched what you said, I hope you had a nice walk home...." SO hittin girls is'nt cool in my book, but I guess it is to Nu-Metal kids who were glasses and look like they belong at a Star Trek convetion. Hit her again and next time i wont miss bitch. You got lucky kid. (Comment on this)
Monday, July 29th, 2002
12:47 am	Can't stand, what you do to me "With my eyes staring and yours glancing back, i feel a new feeling i have never felt before, my heart almost stoping and my thoughts are all on you, but im stuck with the fact that you dont feel the same way back." I dont know what to do.... Current Mood: depressed Current Music: On the ashes - This ways never better (Comment on this)
12:47 am	Can't stand, what you do to me "With my eyes staring and yours glancing back, i feel a new feeling i have never felt before, my heart almost stoping and my thoughts are all on you, but im stuck with the fact that you dont feel the same way back." I dont know what to do.... Current Mood: depressed Current Music: On the ashes - This ways never better (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 27th, 2002
6:38 am	Why the F am I up? Im awake and its 6:40 am James droped me off at home at 2 and I have been sitting and staring at the clock. I think I might have insomnia, its been 2 days without sleep. Well yesterday a freind of mine told me to read this kids live journal that I was in a band with a while back and he stated he broke up the band becuz he wanted serious musicians not just some 1 to kiss his ass becuz they liked the songs he wrote, well I'm not one for ass-kissing and I think its funny how some 1 might interput kindness for ass-kissing, I can't say the same for the other kid but I can gurantee i was'nt kissing no1's ass. I will admit I wan'nt that serious about that band though, but its hard to be when everyone makes going to pratice like going to work... Current Mood: blah Current Music: Planes mistaken for stars (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 16th, 2002
12:02 am	I want the world and I want it................NOW! No more favors or returned phone calls, no rides around the block or hits from the bong, only a look of discust no more room. Im left were i was before no where, but I've come to terms with myself now, why be nice if no one can return that back, i should just be even more of an asshole, I dont give a fuck about anyone who can't return the word freindship back. Im gonna be a bum forever ive got nothin,except a list of things I want,but will proably never have... today was a good day untill like 20 min ago, I hung out with Nicki shes a cool girl, we saw a real stupid ass movie though. Yesterday all my friends went fishing, they were all in prestons van, and i asked if i could roll with them becuz my gas tank was on E and i would'nt of been able to make it that far, i was told no. I used all of my gas hangin out with most of them guys and I could'nt get picked up becuz they said there was'nt enough room but i dont think 5 people can fill up a mini van, so instead i went and got real drunk at Fish's house, but today james was suppost to call me and he never did, so give up on all of them. thats complete bull shit of everyone. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 7th, 2002
1:53 am	Today was a good day. Today I found a car, a 85 town car is real nice, not only that I went and seen FDLS and it was F'N amazing. Boys night out was really good also. I got a new T-shirt and a c.d but now i have no money, and also no 1 to be with..... (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 4th, 2002
3:23 pm	Fuck the 4th of July and everything it stands for I hate this day, it already sucks. I ruined another T-shirt, and i ruined one last night, I usally would'nt care but now I have to pay for my own clothes becuz im out of school. I woke up to go swimming and i find out my mother just put the chemicals in the pool, who in their right mind puts chemicals in a pool at 3 p.m when everyone is going to want to go swimming. and to top it all off i have to wrok tonight, fuck my job. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 25th, 2002
4:13 pm	HI I got to go to work, nick and james are casually sitting next to me. Current Music: thursday - i am the killer (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 18th, 2002
11:46 pm	Happy Birthday Trisha I had to work again today, day 12 in the books. its everyones Birthday.... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, June 17th, 2002
11:01 pm	i hate myself I hate my job and i work all the fucking time, so no i hate myself....hahaha (corney live journal post.) i cleaned my room so now its more recording exsesable for me and wayne to lay down our tracks if we plan to do it here, you no the 3 dub album will be out soon. plus im working on a solo hip-hop album entitled "Paintballs and 4 0's." I suppost to hang out with this girl meg on sunday, she seems preety cool shes into alot of cool as bands, plus she plays guitar. thats very cool. Current Music: coalese - you cant kill us all (2 Comments |Comment on this)